Thursday, June 25, 2009

It's been forever!!!

Hello all. It was pointed out to be the other day that I hadn't blogged in over a month. (Love ya Sandy. Thanks for getting my butt in gear. haha) Anyways, things here have been going better. It's amazing how God shows himself in the midst of storms. He is totally amazing and has given my many blessings in the last few months. When my "storm" started a few months ago I really did have trouble on focusing on all the positives in my life and was obsessing on the negatives. I have since in the last few weeks decided all that was doing was ruining my life and I want my kids to have a good mommy. So I perked my butt up and have saw how amazing God really has been.
One is that Addyson blood counts keep going up. She was at the doctor this week and her count was up to 93. She is getting closer to 150 everyday.
Two is that I have an amazing husband and is so supportive of everything that I do and say. I truely know that he is my sole mate. With my family issues and my life falling apart he has been my strong hold. We also only planned to stay around here for vacation, but my husband knew that with the year we have had so far that we needed more so he has worked extra hours and we are now going to Myrtle Beach. I am so stoked. My parents and neice and nephew are going also. It is going to be an awesome week. 31 days until we leave, but hey who's counting.
Third is that Hayleigh is truely an amazing child. She is sooo funny. The things that she says is so hilarous. She is so quick witted. I sometimes wish that I was as quick witted as she is. God has truely blessed me with my girls.
God has also given/shown me a closer relationship with my neice and nephew. We have always been a close family, but since all this has started our closeness has doubled or even tripled. I see or talk to them everyday. Just and FYI for those of you who don't know what my "storm" is here is a short synopsis. My sister has chose to abandon her family including her kids and start a lesbian relationship. She has let everything in her life slide except for this relationship and it really stinks for her kids. She has ruined my moms health and her kids lives. There is soo much more if you want to know just ask and I will share. Anyways...I just ask for everyone to pray for her. She has lost God and I hope and pray that something or someone will bring her back to Him sometime. Just pray for God to do his work in her life because that is what it is going to take. Thanks for listening and I love each and everyone of you.

P.S. Don't forget to thank God everyday for every blessing that he has given you. Let the negatives go and always think about positive things for the future. Because God really is soooo Good.